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Mini-Redemptions # 3

Sunday, October 4th, 2009
Photo by Edgar Arredondo, Christmas Day 1995

New Year's Day 1996: Photo courtesy of Edgar Arredondo

When I finished my degree I stayed on at Lancaster for a year in the picturesque little village of Galgate. It was a year of transition – I had met a very sexy Portuguese girl, fallen in love, and we decided to stay in Lancaster for another year to see how things would go. She opted to do a Master’s Degree in Environmental Philosophy, I started to work writing and defining songs. The arrival of Edgar Arredondo in our lives was a profound event. He had come from Mexico to do the Master’s and he ended up sharing a house with my girlfriend, Tess. Beautiful, and athletic, philosopher and poet, and with a magnetism that draws everyone who meets him deep inside, we were blessed to count him as a close friend. We used to visit the Lake District regularly, and this photo was taken there on the first day of 1996. That same winter we ecstatically built a snowman. Here’s a text I wrote about that night:

A Snowman to The Bird-Howling Seas

In Galgate, drawn from our coal-fire in the wee small hours, half-stoned and drunk, we stumbled through the narrow streets and over fences to the primary school playground. And we all started in our ways, each in our own excitement, kindling our own memories of childhood, rolling up these massive balls of snow. The night was gentle, and hazy pink, the kind of cold that’s perfect if you wrap up warmly, the kind of night that lingers into dreams. We rolled and tripped and tumbled, hollered and laughed and then, with renewed seriousness, built the biggest snowman I have ever seen. Four great balls and then the sculpting began – arms, feet and then a carrot for his nose, coal for his eyes, a scarf and a wooly hat. Refreshed with such a magical taste of life and friendship at its most joyful, we parted ways and went off to sleep for a while.

The children must have been amazed when they arrived  a few hours later. When we passed, anonymously, later on, we saw that the teachers had protected the snowman with traffic cones. And as we wondered what stories were going on in these young minds about this mysterious apparition – how did he get there? did he walk? was it a spaceship that brought him? was it magic? – we went walking up past the old graveyard to the  campus. I was lost in my own daydream trying to imagine the first ever snowman, and every other snowman that’s ever been made. I saw them melting down, drifting, drifting down into the water, into the rivulets and streams that would lead them to teeming rivers, and, finally, to rest in the wild, bird-howling seas.

Mini-Redemptions # 2

Sunday, October 4th, 2009

Paradise

This lonely tree

Is the forbidden one

That drinks from

The sparkling river of life

And gets energised by the sun.

It’s leaves are shaped like

Beads of wisdom

And, deeper than the green

It stands on,

It offers us what we need from life;

To know.

- February 1999

Mini-Redemptions # 1

Friday, October 2nd, 2009

I came across a bag of notebooks last week, which span from 1999. I have a funny feeling about these; part horror, part joy. Some of the writing makes me cringe; clumsy expressions, naive thoughts, clichés, sad memories. But there are other things that inspire me or shock me, make me laugh, or even allow me to admire myself – which is fair, and kind, I think. Sometimes.

So I decided to look through them and save some fragments, sketches and notes, and give them an acceptable shape. I have called them mini-redemptions for now, until I can think of something funnier.

When we lived in Manchester we had our daughter baptised because the local catholic school was top of the school league at that time. Yeah, I know, that’s not very holy, is it? But it was a practical issue, and even though she was only 2, we were thinking ahead. To be honest I don’t really care about those leagues and charts and statistics – in fact I would happily be travelling around the world educating the kids with great people in crazy and magical places. But that’s another story. Anyway, the priest was very kind, and funny – he talked about footbal and discos the internet and modern life, in a way you wouldn’t expect in such a formal context. This is a little quote from him that I scribbled down during the ceremony:

 

A lot of kids today are not the full shilling!

 All you good people  here today know that. Life today is very complicated and our children have so much more to learn and deal with. But the three children here today will have the best foundations to prepare them for life and, we hope, they won’t turn out like that.

 - 20th June 1999, Manchester